Appeal
Posted: Fri Sep 27, 2013 10:15 amMore or less, I'd to appeal to either get my respected back, or Re-join The Builder's Union.
I'm not going to make excuses- some time ago I had fucked up on following a rule or two, and deserved my PNRP demotion, I'm not challenging it, and I'm sorry I raged a bit after it first happened. It came as a shock and I didn't handle it correctly. However, as far as Being a member of The Builder's Union, I still feel as though it was not necessary to be kicked out.
Concerning respected on the PNRP server, I understand why I lost it, however, without my respected, I tend to enjoy pnrp much less, and find myself unable to contribute as much to the server's players when I play- without my duped bases for example, I tend to give up building on the server- as I lose whatever I build. I also am unable to provide shelter for, or defense for, newer players for the same reason, without the duped bases, it is too much work for me to build proper housing or shelter, and help them out, so I tend to do neither. With duped bases, it is much easier to help explain the gamemode to a new player in a safe place, give them somewhere to stay, and still have my own separate and secure area for my own, and my group's, things.
Should I be granted respected again, I won't expect a second chance- in fact, I would request that should I abuse respected again, I get permanently banned from the server- as anything else would be unfair the community. I'm aware I've made mistakes, but I've learned from them. And forgive me for bringing this sort of thing up, as I know everybody has shit going on, but within my personal life, things were rough for quite some time. That doesn't excuse anything of course, however because of those things in my personal life, I tend not to play games as a way to escape my personal life anymore, which has dramatically changed the way I act in any games I play.
I hope this request will be considered.
However, More then getting respected, I do believe I should get my membership to The Builder's Union back, I hate to sound like a broken record, or conceited, but I've been a part of the TBU community since I first got gmod, and to this day, I remain a part of it, which cannot be said for many others. I hope that this isn't one sided- but I've always considered many TBU members as my friends, and honestly, lacking my membership makes me feel out of place- As lame as that may sound. I believe that the reasons for which players are members of TBU still apply to me- most notably, I love to build- be it in gmod, Minecraft, Terraria, starmade, or elsewhere. Sure I may not have played some of these games recently, but even so: I enjoy building, and I'm usually pretty good at it.
More then anything else- I do believe I should retain my membership.
I realize I must sound like I'm either conceited, or have an arrogant sense of entitlement, but I honestly don't feel like I'm entitled to or owed anything, except perhaps the membership- which I do think I have earned.
Maybe I'm wrong, and the mistakes I made did warrant revoking my membership, and permanent demotion on pnrp. Maybe I deserved an even more sever punishment and I got off easy- in which case, I appreciate the generosity I've been shown, forget all I've said here.
But I do not think anything I've done has ever been so far out of line that I can't be granted this last chance.
Although at times I may be obnoxious, and in the past I've been on the borderline of mingy, I hope the TBU can still recognize and appreciate the good in me: I believe I'm a good person, just one with flaws, mistakes, and regrets.
I'm not proud of my past mistakes, some of which outdate Crazykid's admin-ship, I'm not proud of any I've made after Crazy got his admin either. But I have learned from each mistake I've made, and done my best to stay constant with rules.
I hope my appeal here will be considered, hopefully for both, Membership and Respected, but if not I understand. Thank you for taking the time to read this- whether I'm granted my request or not, I'll still be around.
Peace out!
I'm not going to make excuses- some time ago I had fucked up on following a rule or two, and deserved my PNRP demotion, I'm not challenging it, and I'm sorry I raged a bit after it first happened. It came as a shock and I didn't handle it correctly. However, as far as Being a member of The Builder's Union, I still feel as though it was not necessary to be kicked out.
Concerning respected on the PNRP server, I understand why I lost it, however, without my respected, I tend to enjoy pnrp much less, and find myself unable to contribute as much to the server's players when I play- without my duped bases for example, I tend to give up building on the server- as I lose whatever I build. I also am unable to provide shelter for, or defense for, newer players for the same reason, without the duped bases, it is too much work for me to build proper housing or shelter, and help them out, so I tend to do neither. With duped bases, it is much easier to help explain the gamemode to a new player in a safe place, give them somewhere to stay, and still have my own separate and secure area for my own, and my group's, things.
Should I be granted respected again, I won't expect a second chance- in fact, I would request that should I abuse respected again, I get permanently banned from the server- as anything else would be unfair the community. I'm aware I've made mistakes, but I've learned from them. And forgive me for bringing this sort of thing up, as I know everybody has shit going on, but within my personal life, things were rough for quite some time. That doesn't excuse anything of course, however because of those things in my personal life, I tend not to play games as a way to escape my personal life anymore, which has dramatically changed the way I act in any games I play.
I hope this request will be considered.
However, More then getting respected, I do believe I should get my membership to The Builder's Union back, I hate to sound like a broken record, or conceited, but I've been a part of the TBU community since I first got gmod, and to this day, I remain a part of it, which cannot be said for many others. I hope that this isn't one sided- but I've always considered many TBU members as my friends, and honestly, lacking my membership makes me feel out of place- As lame as that may sound. I believe that the reasons for which players are members of TBU still apply to me- most notably, I love to build- be it in gmod, Minecraft, Terraria, starmade, or elsewhere. Sure I may not have played some of these games recently, but even so: I enjoy building, and I'm usually pretty good at it.
More then anything else- I do believe I should retain my membership.
I realize I must sound like I'm either conceited, or have an arrogant sense of entitlement, but I honestly don't feel like I'm entitled to or owed anything, except perhaps the membership- which I do think I have earned.
Maybe I'm wrong, and the mistakes I made did warrant revoking my membership, and permanent demotion on pnrp. Maybe I deserved an even more sever punishment and I got off easy- in which case, I appreciate the generosity I've been shown, forget all I've said here.
But I do not think anything I've done has ever been so far out of line that I can't be granted this last chance.
Although at times I may be obnoxious, and in the past I've been on the borderline of mingy, I hope the TBU can still recognize and appreciate the good in me: I believe I'm a good person, just one with flaws, mistakes, and regrets.
I'm not proud of my past mistakes, some of which outdate Crazykid's admin-ship, I'm not proud of any I've made after Crazy got his admin either. But I have learned from each mistake I've made, and done my best to stay constant with rules.
I hope my appeal here will be considered, hopefully for both, Membership and Respected, but if not I understand. Thank you for taking the time to read this- whether I'm granted my request or not, I'll still be around.
Peace out!